-Floyd and Lucille Burroughs on Porch, Walker Evans, 1936
Walker Evans’
photograph of a Depression ravaged father and daughter sitting on their porch instills
in me a sense of complex emotional paradoxes. And while I am fairly certain he
was only trying to capture the true reality of the Great Depression’s effect on
those living through it, I find myself struck by this image in particular.
In this
photo, I see such truth in the stoicism found on their faces. Barefooted and
threadbare, their clothing tells a tale of chronic desperation. And the dirt on
their feet implies a long road ahead. They sit in closed-off positions, suggesting
a defensiveness— likely brought
on by the losing battle they’ve been fighting. And the way she stares directly
into the camera! There is a startling lack of childhood innocence—describing to me her journey,
explaining that she had to grow up very quickly.
And yet, her father’s
face tells a different story. I see determination in his gaze. His closed mouth
speaks of quiet strength…fortitude. He has dug in for the war he fights, his
trenches stocked with little more than his own physical strength and his sheer
desire to survive.
In this
photograph I see the powers of the human will. He will continue to fight, if
only because he knows should he give up, he dies. And if he dies, what chance
does his daughter have? And while no emotional closeness is shown here, the
fact that they are together—she
in the chair, and he on the ground— evokes a sense of their familial bond. They seem to
say, “We’ll stick together until the end—be it your end or mine, or the end of the struggle.”
This calls to
mind The Old Woman in Volatire’s Candide.
She knew such sadness, such tragedy, such tribulation that she considered
taking her own life to be done with it all. The shame of illegitimacy, rape, slavery…
And still, her will to live survives:
“A
hundred times I wanted to kill myself, but always I loved life more. This
ridiculous weakness is perhaps one of our worst instincts; is anything more
stupid than choosing to carry a burden that really one wants to cast on the
ground? to hold existence in horror, and yet to cling to it? to fondle the
serpent which devours us till it has eaten out our heart? —In the countries through which I have been forced to wander,
in the taverns where I have had to work, I have seen a vast number of people
who hated their existence; but I never saw more than a dozen who deliberately
put an end to their own misery.”
Countless
songs speak to this theme, but one I wish to highlight today is JoDee Messina’s
Bring on the Rain.
And I concur: When
times get hard, I will push through it. Things are not always easy, but I will
never give up. So bring on the rain!

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